Crapity Crap Crap

It's been a crap-tastic couple of days. Work has been just, well, crapity. I've found that I'm frustrated with things (except my Elfy) in general. Work crap, well, some of that is part of the job. But some of the other stuff, like the things I do for fun *cough* WoW *cough* have become incredibly crapity. I'm a "class leader" in title only. I feel like nothing I say matters. Is it because I'm female? Can I sue the guild leaders for discrimination based on gender? *snort* I'm kidding. But seriously, I am getting tired of not being taken seriously. I find no motivation to try and better myself in game in helping with healing assignments or anything. I'm tired of being told I need to put enchants on everything (I'm an enchanter, my gear is enchanted) or put better gems in stuff (I don't have time to sit and figure out what gems I can swap out to put the pretty blue one in whilst still keeping my stupid meta gem bonus and not losing any plus healing) and I can't farm money easily to replace crapity green gems... and it just goes on and on. I don't even have the drive to log in and try to do the things I wanted to do with my character anymore. I get so burned out and frustrated from the nights of raiding. I have an epic flight form quest line I want to complete, but I don't even want to look at my druid right now. I have vented to officers and other class leaders, but what good is that doing? I get the impression no one else really cares. They have other druids *cough* stein *cough* who doesn't feel the need to listen to me anyway. Having said all that, I would miss several people and some of the raiding if I were to quit/leave. I don't know what I need to do. I suppose I could quit class leader, but the thought of having to listen to Stein makes me even more pissy. I need to drink more I think.

Wow.

I hate being grumpy.

I hate yelling at people in vent.

Mostly, I hate asshats who make me grumpy and then I have to yell in vent.