I hateses...

When my Elfy is away from me. :( But I do find comfort in the fact that he hates it as much as I do. No one makes me feel needed or cherished like my Elfy. :)

On a happy note, since I have made some changes in my life *cough*guild quitting*cough* my eye has stopped twitching and I have been sleeping again. I miss raiding with my friends, and I miss being needed as a healer but I think I made the right choice. That, and I was starting to straight up hate some people and that was only going to make trouble for me down the road. *sigh* Stupid game.

I like cheese. I miss Elfy. Come home to me my Elfy. <3

/Waves

I'm still here, I've just been busy. I have some extra time now, maybe I'll update this more often.

Whee!

So I am now the insane owner of an iPhone. I tried to post this exciting news to my blog from said new phone but it was taking forever (seriously) to do so. So, I'm at the pc posting. The features are pretty cool, I like the calendar and the iTunes. I have a love/hate relationship with the little keyboard thing. I think I'll get used to it, either that or my fingers go on a diet. ><

Starbucks, Song of the Day

Hmmm... all I can say is, interesting.

Boo!

I hate coming back from a long weekend. Elfy and I had a wonderful time at the beach. You can't go wrong with bunnies, bubbles and beer. Oh yes, and the ocean was just what I needed. The air always smells so good. We actually had sunny weather (I was hoping for rain and stormy conditions) but it stayed cool so it was ok. I also enjoyed the weekend off from raiding. I dug my heals in regarding sign ups for this weekend. I'm still pissy about it. Funny how that works.

I miss Emanee. Did she go away? :(

Alarm Clock Off

I love weekends where our only plans are to be laid back. I love not being woken up by the sometimes alarming sound of my alarm clock (it plays radio, and who know what the radio station is thinking some mornings). This beautiful morning I woke up to my Elfy wishing me a happy anniversary, 7 years today (WOOT). We have lovely plans at the beach. No internet. No WoW. Just the ocean, and beer (great pub within crawling distance). I'm giddy!

Crapity Crap Crap

It's been a crap-tastic couple of days. Work has been just, well, crapity. I've found that I'm frustrated with things (except my Elfy) in general. Work crap, well, some of that is part of the job. But some of the other stuff, like the things I do for fun *cough* WoW *cough* have become incredibly crapity. I'm a "class leader" in title only. I feel like nothing I say matters. Is it because I'm female? Can I sue the guild leaders for discrimination based on gender? *snort* I'm kidding. But seriously, I am getting tired of not being taken seriously. I find no motivation to try and better myself in game in helping with healing assignments or anything. I'm tired of being told I need to put enchants on everything (I'm an enchanter, my gear is enchanted) or put better gems in stuff (I don't have time to sit and figure out what gems I can swap out to put the pretty blue one in whilst still keeping my stupid meta gem bonus and not losing any plus healing) and I can't farm money easily to replace crapity green gems... and it just goes on and on. I don't even have the drive to log in and try to do the things I wanted to do with my character anymore. I get so burned out and frustrated from the nights of raiding. I have an epic flight form quest line I want to complete, but I don't even want to look at my druid right now. I have vented to officers and other class leaders, but what good is that doing? I get the impression no one else really cares. They have other druids *cough* stein *cough* who doesn't feel the need to listen to me anyway. Having said all that, I would miss several people and some of the raiding if I were to quit/leave. I don't know what I need to do. I suppose I could quit class leader, but the thought of having to listen to Stein makes me even more pissy. I need to drink more I think.